Breath Me

There are moments in life where we hit a low. Where we're vulnerable, and there's nothing you can do but to cry out, try to breath. You feel naked, but at the same time, restrained. Small. Afraid. Alone. There are no words, there's just that feeling of unbelievable pain as we lose ourselves. And no matter how much we try, we can't find ourselves. We're broken. Lost. Unsafe. Afraid. 

Kind of been feeling that way for the last couple weeks. It's been rough, and thus, I've submerged myself in work, and health issues, my own. Not others. I've deserted a lot of people that I shouldn't have, and.. now the guilt is starting to wash over me. 

Now I'm not saying all this for a pity party, just because it feels like I have to let it out, somehow, before it breaks me, it's so much to contain that I feel like my heart is about to pump through my chest any time soon. I can't do this. I'm holding my breath and trying to hold out, to ride the wave, but.. I can't. Not anymore. 

I guess if there's something that others can take from this is.. don't wait until the last moments to tell someone you love them, or to do something you have the need to do. Just go for it. And ifyou feel like screaming.. I guess you should do so as well. I don't know, my brain is scattered, I haven't slept in two days, and it's starting to get to me, and.. I feel like I'm reaching out, and grasping air instead of.. whatever it is that I'm trying to find. I'm naked, and chained. And not in the good way. I'm afraid. 

Credits:

Skin: Essences ~ Song *peche

Hair: Magika [01] Mint

Eyes: IKON Perspective Eyes - Ghost

Lashes: *Mon Cheri* "Falsies" Mesh Alpha Lashes with HUD - Pack1

Shackles: Real Restraints- Serious Shackles 

Underwear: ~Blacklace~ Kirsty: Red Lace 3 Piece Set

Pose: came with the shackles. there wasn't a pose or anything really.

Dream a Little Dream of Me

So... I helped build yesterday, I feel accomplished because I suck at it, and yet I did a pretty ok job at it! So.. all tired and all, I decided to work on the post.. and fell asleep on the computer. Yikes! But.. we made a grungy little fightclub! Yay! So what better way to make it risque than by throwing on some lingerie, and looking sexy there? Yup! My song of inspiration today- Dream a Little Dream of Me. You guessed it. It's so sexy, and for some reason, I'm really into Jazzy Blues songs right now, so you'll just have to deal with it, because they're awesome!

And now for something completely different. Well, not really.. but.. close! I wanted to look smexy, as I said, and there's no better way of doing that then by putting on some lingerie from Blacklace. When I think Lingerie, there's only two names that pop into my mind really, well, foremost, there's Blacklace, and there's TGIS that recently changed names. I love their texture detail, attention to detail, and the fact that it's soooo sexy! So, I got two items for your viewing pleasure today, and I really hope that you do enjoy it! One is a sexy pink number, and the other.. a little more festive, has mistle toe on the bows and everything! But! If you're done with the holidays, it also has a no mistle toe version of the bow so you can impress your beau all year round and look extremely sexy for him!

So.. Sweet Dreams 'till sunbeams find you. Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you, but in your dreams, whatever they be.. Dream a little dream of me.

Credits:

Skin: *League* Isla Medium Champagne Blonde

Freckles: [PXL] FullBody freckles Dark

Teeth: [PXL] OpenMouth PRO TEETH v1.3

Hair: >TRUTH< Josie w/Roots - tahiti

Eyes: LAQ ~ Prim eyes Saga 

Jewelry: (Yummy) Tiffany Pearl Set

Lingerie: ~Blacklace~ Lascivious: Blue Velvet & Lace Bra Set

Shoes: (epoque.s) Revolution Pumps - Black

Pose: BENT. Lookbook 2

Skin: *League* Isla Medium Champagne Blonde

Freckles: [PXL] FullBody freckles Dark 

Teeth: [PXL] OpenMouth PRO TEETH v1.3

Hair: >TRUTH< Rebel w/Roots - tahiti

Eyes: LAQ ~ Prim eyes Saga

Necklace: (Yummy) Miss Havisham's Broken Heart

Lingerie: ~Blacklace~ Kirsty: Pink & Black Lace 3 Piece Set

Pose: aDORKable Smexy 10

Blacklace for Energy

Good lingerie is hard to find in sl. It's either too expensive, or not built right.. leaving a lot of us girls.. just.. frustrated as heck!

One of my favorite places for lingerie now that mesh is out is Blacklace, and I have great news! Turns out.. this club or something.. Energy, is opening up in sl. And for a short period of time they have a huge room of freebies from amazing stores, from Hucci, to deetalez, and even blacklace, really adorable stuff for both men and women. It's something worth checking out.

I'd post more things from the gift room at Energy, but Dexter is coming up, so enjoy the gift from Blacklace, which is really nothing short of gorgeous. More to come from Energy for sure!

Credits:

Skin: {.essences.} Indy skin
Hair: Truth Milly - tahiti w/ roots
Lingerie: ~Blacklace~ Phoenix: Aquamarine Lace Corset  Energy Club (free)
Shoes: The Secret Store- Lovable Pumps in Prussian Blue