The Cold Never Bothered Me Anyway

Gosh, I'm so totally obsessed with this movie, and the song, and anything frozen. Just.. urgh. Can we say just amazing above perfection one of my favorite Disney movies ever just.. URGH.

It's funny because I really identify with Elsa. In the relationship of my sister and me. When we were younger, I actually dropped her in the head, Debs now has a lightning scar on her forehead, and I just.. withdrew from her after that, so seeing this movie was just so emotional, because for the longest time, the relationship that Elsa and Anna had, was that of my sister and me. Needless to say, I cried like a baby. But it's Disney, it's a given that I would cry like crazy.

Any who, on to the fashion, yes? I've been really busy desning lately, and going to doctors, so I haven't really had the time to blog as much as I used to, and it's killing me, I adore blogging, sharing my thoughts, likes, and pictures with you all, but it's soooo hard at times! URGH. I'm hoping that post surgery next week I can do a home shoot, I love those, just.. time is a killer really. So..

The crown, I actually made, it's Lord of the Rings inspired for the Fantasy Gacha Carnival. And since I can't get Frozen out of my mind, I kinda threw it in with an Elsa ish inspired look. The blow dress is from Junbug, along with the shawl, from Collabor88. It's truly magnificent, and this picture doesn't even do it justice. The skin and mesh eyeliner are from Glam Affair, in the Cosmetic Fair, I really adore the eye make up on thsi skin, and eyeliner is a weakness of mine in SL, the unique shape of it really makes it something, I love it. Anyways, hope you enjoyed this little quick blog post. On to the credits. Allons-y!

Credits:

Skin: -Glam Affair - Mokatana - Artic 07 C @ Cosmetics Fair by Aida Ewing

Hair: !lamb. Shelia (Mesh) - Butterscotch by Lamb Bellic

Mesh Eyeliner: Glam Affair - Tiffany Liner Black @ Cosmetics Fair by Amberly Boccaccio

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes - Ice (S) by Ikon Innovia

Crown: Wimey: The Wraith Crown RARE for Fantasy Gacha Carnival (Feb 1st) by Sash Arabello

Necklace: Glam Affair - Chainedlink Necklace Black/Gold @ Collabor88 by Amberly Boccaccio

Shawl: Junbug: Vintage Fur Wrap in Silver - S @ Collabor88 by Juno Mantel

Dress: Junbug: Instant Crush in Steel Blue - S @ Collabor88 by Juno Mantel

Pose: Del May- Sophisticated 1 by Del May

Winter Winds

It's been so long since I've posted, and I don't mean for that to happen, just kinda does. As you guys know, I have like a crapton of health issues, so it's hard for me to balance designing, blogging, and my own health at times, but! Allons-y! I feel like there's way too much to recap, and lots of inventory to go through! How in the heck did I get over 80k items while I was gone!? Busy designers be busy. That, and I don't even want to try to do a search for "poly" in that mess. Nope.

So first off, the fabulous Aime bunny lady from Mish Mish made a gorgeous jewelry box for this round of Collab, and it actually has songs and it spins and everything, and at the other side it has this cute little ring, I'm just.. so in love it's not even funny. Then you have the fab Andel Rhiadra from A.D.D Andel that made these gorgeous winter candles, and since I didn't post in December, I felt like I could bring them in and tie the whole winter theme together, along with the shrubble.. well, not shrubble, but I shall call it my shrubble and it shall be mine forever because.. the first thing that I knew from Mish Mish was the shrubble, and now they have a snow version of it that you can sit on (big) and the small one, for travel size, and bed time, of course.

One of the best things about being a designer, I have to say, is that you can make the things that you want. Like.. No secret that I'm a huge Doctor Who fan, so for a VIP gift for Wimey, I made the bracelet. "Neither Cruel, nor Cowardly. Never give up, never give in". I have got to say that was one of the best Doctor Who quotes ever. So, I put it in a bracelet, silver, for free, just 100L to join the VIP group for future discount, news, and what not. Ison now has mesh eyes, available in Fameshed, and I'm totally in love. And let's not forget the new hair by the fabulous, unique Bubbles Clawtooth from Clawtooth, which will be in the mainstore soon, and was in the last round of Collabor88.

I think that was all. Yes? No? Questions? To the credits. GERONIMO!

Credits:

*MishMish* Nostalgia Jewelry Box - Pale Pink for Collabor88 (1LI)

A.D.D.Andel! Glitter Candles-Pine Branches (2LI)

Skin: [KOOQLA] Bisquit (Nude) 02

Hair: Clawtooth: Cozy cutie - Caramel Cream

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes - Ice from Fameshed

Lashes: *Mon Cheri* "Falsies" Mesh Alpha Lashes with HUD - Pack1 

Tattoo: "Jim"-Cunning Tattoo

Bracelet: Wimey: Wisdom of a Madman Bracelet *FREE*

Necklace: Lark - Black Tie Affair - Silver (chest)

Top: (Chemistry) ZOE SWEATER SHIRT - Yiska

Jeans: Maitreya Zipper-Skinny Jeans * XS #8

Shoes: *League* Winter Wedge Boot [Cream/Grey/Black] 

Shrubble: *MishMish* Mini Snowbles 

And We'll Never Be Royals

So I loooooove this song, Royals, like.. the more I listen to it, the more listen to it, the more I obsess with it, and throughout my hospital stay, that's literally all I could play in my phone. I think I made my husband sick. Soz. Not soz, really. 

Anyways, I went to Collab, and that's all I could think when I saw the amazing stuff that the designers did this round. Can we please talk about the lightbulbs that Tegan Serin did from floorplan? I'm dying a little, and you can change them to any metal you want. Bronze, gold, silver, platinum, and charcoal. The textures are lovely, whenyou turn them on they don't look like a hot glow mess, and they're just fabulous. Then you have Trompe, and I adore these chairs, and the chandelier.. urgh. It's so classy, but not royal, it's just my style. The cat though, that's Sway's release for FLF, so.. make sure to grab it today while you can, so adorable, and unique, it's a cute must have piece. The rug is from Lark, and well, the scene just needed a cute rug to pull the look together, I think. 

For clothing, I did all from Collab, the shoes are fri.day, and they're adorable, point heels, and with a cute little emblem on the side, can't really see it, but it's adorable, and works with Slink feet. The skirt is from Tres Blah, it has a minor problem with the rigging though, so when you sit, the studs, and the skirt sometimes go different ways, I noticed, it's a little on the annoying side, but for standing, it's the most adorable skirt ever. And the top is also from Tres Blah, and it's just soooo cute, I can't live without it. The necklace is new from Yummy, and seriously, they never cease to amaze me, it's so elegantly understated that it's just hte perfect piece to pull off the theme. New hair by Bubbles Clawtooth too. I adoooore Clawtooth hair, possibly because I'm a little obsessed with Bubbles and how fabulous he is, but.. also because the textures are always more.. I don't even know how to call it, it's got more of the indie vibe that I love in my styles, and for some reason I'm digging weird colors lately, so I stuck with the Princess Bubblegum color, but.. yeah, I adore this hair style! 

So, that's my Royals inspired style, mostly from this Collabor88 round! Make sure to get it all because.. this round is truly amazing!

Credits:

Skin: Essences - Lily Doux *blonde* Available Soon.

Hair: Clawtooth: Heart Attack and Vine - Princess Bubblegum for Collabor88

Freckles: [okkbye] Serious Full Body Freckles  2.0 - Pale

Nails/Hands: Slink Avatar Enhancement Hands - Relaxed with A:S:S - SLINK avatar enhancement system nails - Black on Black

Necklace: (Yummy) Metal and Diamonds - Day for Collabor88

Top: -tb- Banded Cropped Top - Vintage for Collabor88

Skirt: -tb- Studded Skirt - Black for Collabor88

Shoes: fri. - Amelia.Heels (Charcoal) for Collabor88

Pose: Del May - Hotness

Chandelier: Trompe Loeil - Industrial Chandelier Medium (11 LI) for Collabor88

Chairs: Trompe Loeil - Industrial Lounger Ice and Fawn (3 LI each) for Collabor88

Rug: Lark - Reyk Rug - Snow (2 LI)

Cat Lamp: Sway's Lamp [meow] unplugged - pink (1 LI) for FLF

Eiffel Tower Lamp: floorplan. eiffel tower marquee (1 LI) for Collabor88

Wall Lighting: floorplan. industrial lighting (6 LI each) for Collabor88

Monday Meme- Who does your AV look like in RL?

So this meme actually started in plurk, and then it made its way into Berry's weekly meme, and well, I kind of had to do it, because.. I feel like it's been forever since I've blogged between being sick all the freaking time and work. So.. I made a quick nude picture.. that you're only seeing the top cuz :> Enough sexy for a bit, right? Right. So.. yeah, there it is. All cute! 

When I made the shape for this av, my inspiration was actually Coco Rocha I seriously love that girl! In beauty, she's flawless, I adore the fact that she has dark hair and light eyebrows, and them eyes! Urgh, she's just flawless, and the features she has are gorgeous, and personailty wise.. she really is something, she's not afraid to be herself weird, funny, awkward, and she is not afraid to have a personality behind her picture. Out of all the models out there, she's got to be my favorite one, so of course there's certain elements of hers that I transfered into my avatar. For starters, the eyes, and the shape for the most part remains always the same. I did add freckles though, because.. well, I have a love affair with freckles. 

So.. yup, that's my inspiration for my avatar.. as far as who that website says I look like.. I'm afraid, last picture I tried with said that I looked like Al Gore, George W Bush, and freaking John McCain. Scary. And... I had a reason to be afraid... Denzel Washington? Really? Like.. are.you.serious? :/ Looks like I had a reason to be scared. Make sure to.. have your laughs using that generator, it's just ridiculous. 

Release wise.. there's not much.. the nails are cute, I rarely blog nails because the detail gets lost, but.. A:S:S (yup, I giggle at the name too) Has some amazing black nails that also work well for guy av's.. if you're into nail art. Amala has this cute little set (jewelry) That's just.. simple but amazing, the detail job on it and the textures are flawless, love it. And.. that's it? Yup! Have a good week guys! 

Credits:

Skin: Essences - Lily Doux *blonde* (Available Soon)

Hair: . Liquence . - F3 

Freckles: [okkbye] Full Body Freckles 2.0

Moles: ::dUTCH tOUCH:: AddOns - Moles and Xtra Freckles (face)

Eyes: IKON Perspective Eyes - Apex

Nails: A:S:S - SLINK avatar enhancement system nails - Black on Black

Lipstick: [PF] Harley Lipstick <Ivory> - Romantic Red (mouth)

Lashes: *Mon Cheri* "Falsies" Mesh Alpha Lashes with HUD - Pack1

Jewelry: Amala - Pearl Drop Headpiece and Necklace for Dream Garden

Breath Me

There are moments in life where we hit a low. Where we're vulnerable, and there's nothing you can do but to cry out, try to breath. You feel naked, but at the same time, restrained. Small. Afraid. Alone. There are no words, there's just that feeling of unbelievable pain as we lose ourselves. And no matter how much we try, we can't find ourselves. We're broken. Lost. Unsafe. Afraid. 

Kind of been feeling that way for the last couple weeks. It's been rough, and thus, I've submerged myself in work, and health issues, my own. Not others. I've deserted a lot of people that I shouldn't have, and.. now the guilt is starting to wash over me. 

Now I'm not saying all this for a pity party, just because it feels like I have to let it out, somehow, before it breaks me, it's so much to contain that I feel like my heart is about to pump through my chest any time soon. I can't do this. I'm holding my breath and trying to hold out, to ride the wave, but.. I can't. Not anymore. 

I guess if there's something that others can take from this is.. don't wait until the last moments to tell someone you love them, or to do something you have the need to do. Just go for it. And ifyou feel like screaming.. I guess you should do so as well. I don't know, my brain is scattered, I haven't slept in two days, and it's starting to get to me, and.. I feel like I'm reaching out, and grasping air instead of.. whatever it is that I'm trying to find. I'm naked, and chained. And not in the good way. I'm afraid. 

Credits:

Skin: Essences ~ Song *peche

Hair: Magika [01] Mint

Eyes: IKON Perspective Eyes - Ghost

Lashes: *Mon Cheri* "Falsies" Mesh Alpha Lashes with HUD - Pack1

Shackles: Real Restraints- Serious Shackles 

Underwear: ~Blacklace~ Kirsty: Red Lace 3 Piece Set

Pose: came with the shackles. there wasn't a pose or anything really.

I've Got Friends On The Other Side

I needed to do a quick lotd pretty much because I've been wearing this outfit for two days I I freaking love it, but I couldn't take it off without like.. putting something out there for it cus.. I freaking love it. It's based on one of my favorite Disney characters, probably my second favorite after Maleficent, just because I completely love his song, and I totally love how it came out, the look I mean, the pic was a quickie, so forgive the lack of detailing on it, but.. Collab this round is totally amazing and.. BOOM totaly inspired me with the little top hat. I actually talked to her, turns out I got the inspiration right! And it isnpired a whole Dr. Facilier look. I wanted to do more, but I'm kinda working, and well.. yeah.. this is cute. You guys should dress up like Dr. Facilier, and sing his song all the time like me. Sound like a plan? Yes? Yes?? OKAY. Do it. I'm going to just go to the credits cus I'm uber busy with the fair stuff, and with making stuff, and trying not to be sick and die. Okay? Kay. Kay? Cool. 

Credits:

Skin: Essences ~ Qopi (light rose) *brunette* For Wizarding Fair

Hair: Clawtooth: Windswept - DevestatingBlackDip For Collab88

Freckles: [PXL] FullBody freckles Dark (tattoo 2.x)

Eyes: {S0NG} :: Mew // Diamond Eye

Hat: *BOOM* Baron and Baroness Hats (violet) for Collabor88

Necklaces Galore: MG - Necklace - Angelica's Ankh Of Power 

MG - Necklace - Shadow Cross 

LaGyo_Morgana's necklace

All for Collabor88

Coat: TAILLEUR by Steffen Garcia, Goddess For Collabor88

Skirt: Color.Me.H.O.F Mesh [Leather Panel Skirt[Black]

Boots: Color.Me.H.O.F Mesh [Silla Boots[Black] for Collabor88

Double, Double, Toil and Trouble

Wow, I can't believe I've actually survived last week. Been insane! Little sleep, hard work, doctors, medicines, and working. Oh, and did I mention pulling almost 34 hours straight of just pure work for Wizarding Fair? It was so much hard work, but so worth it, I'm so incredibly thankful to have been around so many great creators like the ones that are in Wizarding Fair. Just.. awesome. If you haven't gone, btw, you really need to. The build is amazing, and there's house elves. Yeah. House elves and flying books. Need I say more?

There's nothing I don't like in this fair. Really amazing stuff by everyone, like I said, I'm so incredibly humbled by the chance to be in an event with such amazing creators as them, and like.. just.. I can't even pick a favorite thing, this are just some of the things that worked out with what I had in mind with this picture, along with some mixed and matched stuff. There might be more if I have more time, but.. yeah, I hope you guys enjoy, and that you go to this wonderful event, because.. it's just breathtaking the work that all these amazing creators have done. 

Credits:

Set:

:CP: Dorm Bed - Snakey (Family Version) 7 LI for Wizarding Fair

The Loft - Beige Floral Rug 1 LI

Ohmai Emporium: Free Elf Pet (Rez & Self-Pose) (Ghog) 9 LI for Wizarding Fair

B.C.C mignon wizard school Backpacks RARE B (actually to wear.. 76LI. Yikes. Don't rez) for Wizarding Fair

::{u.f.o}::magical monster pet - defkon - whiteful 12 LI for Wizarding Fair

[Con.] The Spell-o d'Cauldron for Wizarding Fair

[Con.] Jars 1 LI  each for Wizarding Fair

Lark - Care of Magical Creatures (Rez) 1LI for Wizarding Fair

Schadenfreude Curious Flora (no close) 1 LI for Wizarding Fair

:{Atomic}: Ingredient Jars 1 LI each for Wizarding Fair

:{Atomic}: Cauldron - Medium 1 LI for Wizarding Fair

Lark - Halloween Dessert Table 4 LI for Candy Fair

Lark - Divination (Rez) 2 LI for Wizarding Fair

Lark - Charms (Rez) (Books Animated) 3 LI for Wizarding Fair (BOOKS FLY!)

Trompe Loeil - Ashdon Couch with Blanket PG for Fameshed

Ohmai Emporium: Free Elf Pet (Rez & Self-Pose) (Wuggy) 9 LI for Wizarding Fair

Trompe Loeil - Ashdon Fabric Screen High LOD 6LI for Fameshed

On Avatar:

Skin: Essences ~ Qopi (light rose) *blonde* for Wizarding Fair

[monso] My Hair - Khaleesi Regular Pack1 for Wizarding Fair

Hat: *BOOM* Student Cap for Wizarding Fair

Necklace: Essences: A Shift in Time Necklace (F) for Wizarding Fair

Dress: Peqe - Off-Shoulder Gown @ Fantasy Faire black

Wand: Swish and Flick by *BOOM* Ebony Wand for Wizarding Fair

Pose: Del May - Evanescence